It is amazing
It is amazing
It is amazing how much I learn each and everyday from this site. I'm floored that a few months ago, I really thought it was me and I was really messed up inside. When my ex N's ex wife told me he was an N, I didn't even know what that was. I began to read everything I could get hands on. I thought, I could change him if I just......... I'm so glad I'm educating myself on this illness. I would have continued to try and "please him" and would continue to hit brick walls, be upset and most of all, would have lost myself even more. Yes, I do miss him but I don't know what I miss. I can relate to so many stories from all of you and I can finally see, I got involved with a very toxic person. Don't even know if it was "real" love or not wanting to be rejected??? Don't know if that makes sense to everyone, but it makes sense to me. Everytime I was rejected by N, I went back for more. Geeze..... When I look at the good times(few), awful sex(hardly at all), verbal abuse, emotional abuse, silent treatment, one-sided realtionship, broken promises, lies, porn sites, Match......... Hmmmmm I keep reminding myself.. You loved this guy????? I would detest that man or woman if one of children, friends or family wanted to make a life with him/her. Hmmmmm I'm seeing the light.... Yipeeee Writing helps, this site helps and most of all NC...........
Sounds just like my guy
Miss what???
Interesting
cynthia
thisisnotfun
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Me too
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We got SNOOKERED !!! That's