Please help ... translation
Please help ... translation
That very last phone call going round and round in my head. I had not responded to a letter, and had not cintactwd him in ages. When I heard his voice I thought I could handle it. I was wrong. ...it left me being blamed for how things ended and I can't stop thinking he was right. Am just posting this because if I don't I will do something silly. This is what I remember: Him: Hi its Narc
Me: Oh hello
Him: Is that it?
Me: Yes
Him: Are you ok?
Me: Yes
Him: I don't believe you.
Me: How are you?
Him: Typical deflection behaviour. If you must know I feel terribke about the way you made me behave. Why could you not be normal? You made me react in ways I didn't like. I have been dark side and I am never going dark side again. You made me gobdark side. All I did was be decent with you, treat you well, help you in the house, I never promised you anything.
Me: I was a bit upset by your letter actually
Him: Oh boo hoo. ... so what? I said I want to find someone to have. a family with. Its ok for you, you had a nice childhood. Don't begrudge me making one myself
Me: I don't
Him: Yes you do, and I will modify my behaviour for the mother of my kids in the future. I suggest you modify yours. You will find someone. I know I am special but you will get over it.
Me: I am
Him: Do you miss me?
Me: I miss the good bits
Him: Well there woukd have been more if you hadn't been so stupid and badly behaved. We would have been going away together now if you hadn't been stupid. You brought all this on yourself. Look back on that for the rest of your life. You ruined everything. Not me. In fact I don't want you to ever contact me again.
Me: I didn't. You contacted me
Him: Well I don't want to hear from you. I wish I was a million miles away from you. You suck the life out of me. I will change my number if I have to stop you badgering me
Me: I haven't badgered you
Him: Well I don't believe you. ... stay away from me. And don't start snivelling because it doesn't wash with me. ...you could have had me in your life forever but you pushed me in a corner. Goodbye
Phone hung up. He sent me a text later to say take care. I have not replied, but I can't bear the pain of having spoken to him that last time
Its like he threwba whole heap of shit on my head then walked away wiping his hands.
Sorry to post this but I wonder if there is a translation that will help
Everything that came out of HIS mouth...
Beamoflight
Add this recent conversation to the list.
I do wonder how he'd like to taste his own medicine.....
The one e-mail
I couldn't block xnh from my
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Translation is simple. Must
it's killing him you're not
I'm sorry...{{hugs}} Hunter's
I nearly wet myself ready
OMG....what an arse. I think
sounds familiar
You listened to all that I
Holy Shit. If that isn't a
Honestly, I know Im better,
supply, abuse & projection
stay~strong
Albi10
OWML
Alibi10
It's not you!!! It's him
He's projecting, and fishing
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
So true
Ali
That is gold! I literally
Thanks
Alibi
And the encore is. ....
I do that!
alibi10
no accountability