Am I seriously considering getting back together with him!?!
Am I seriously considering getting back together with him!?!
Oh boy. I took 5 steps forward and 100 steps back this past weekend.
My ex narc and I have been officially broken up since Jan. 2010. It was a two year roller coaster ride. Since the break up we've slept with each other every 2 months. There was one time last summer where we tried to date again, but of course it ended messy.
Well that brings me to Saturday night. I get a text/ call and he starts confessing his love. The next thing I know I am driving to his house 1.5 hours away. We talk for the next night and day. He tells me how he has dated casually but cries at the end of the night because his life is so empty w/ out me. He apoligizes and tells me how he wants to make it work, and will be different, etc. etc. The next thing I know I am actually agreeing to give it another shot.
My love for his is so so strong I don't know what else to do. I justify his actions with things like, well he never cheated on me, he is somewhat of a narcissist but not an awful one, he has changed and matured, it's been a year, can't I atleast give it another try to *really* know!?
I know I know..he is probably short on supply, I am probably being used, but I DO think he really loves me. My friends and family are going to KILL me if they find out. I just miss him sooooooooooo much and it felt soooooo good to be with him. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?
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Sara
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Nothing is wrong with you!
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