I don't know if I can do this :(
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Apr 6 - 7AM
I don't know if I can do this :(
Feeling horrible this morning.....
I had a very vivid dream about my N last night. I dreamt I was at her house and she saw me....at first she was looking hurt and saying stay away. Then she ran to me crying and hugged me and said how much she missed me and that she now realized how much she loves me....
I've been crying all morning. I have to pull myself together...I have to work and my clinic schedule is packed with patients. I've been NC for 8 days and doing so well...but my mind betrayed me. The hurt feels fresh again. I miss her so much....her daily emails and companionship.
I don't know if I can stay NC today....
so very sad :(
K
Ideal........Thanks so much
Kauai
It gets better
Thanks Kizzy.....I'm sorry
THANKS to everyone for your
kg, you can do it...
spinning
It is painful
momoya
You're so right.....going
KG
Michele.....thank you for the
If you don't, you're going to
Really......thank you for
Stay strong KG!!
Finally Faced It thank you