Sick if being single....
Sick if being single....
Okay, so I'm really coming to terms these last couple of weeks that I do NOT want the narc back in my life, but I can't help but be lonely.
I remember he once said "I would never find another boyfriend if I continued to act crazy." We've been broken up officialy for a year, and I have maybe been on 2 dates, while he has had 3 girlfriends. I have tried EVERYTHING. Dating websites, clubs, bars, you name it. I have a great job, workout everyday, I am starting to become obsessed with being single. And I am upset with myself that I am even upset with this in the first place.
I use to want a bf before my narc, but never like this. I am almost 24, and feel like I will be 40, single, wrinkly, while all of my friends will be married. I've always been the single one, before my narc. I never had HS sweet heart. I'm beginning to feel SO ugly.
I don't understand while all my friends get asked out. I take pictures of myself at night, obsessing over plastic surgery, etc. etc. I hate my face. Sad, huh? The narc use to call me bautiful all the time. I don't know what to do. I have a therapists, express this to her, but it's getting worse. NOT ONE MAN IS INTERESTED IN ME! :(
At 24 you should be living
Just a thought here
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If you dont love yourself how is he going to love you
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
I really didn't mean to
I'll be honest and say when I
Journey on...
Journey you brought tears to
No worries Sarah and you are
Journey on...
You don't need to be validated like the Narc does
You are not "already" 24 you
Well, as an older, single
Journey on...
I dont think 40 year olds are
Yeah, I know what you mean.
Sick ***of being single.
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