I have been deeply wounded by Mr. N. I have tried several times to leave. This forum has blessed me beyond words and I have survived NC for 16 days. Lately, I find myself feeling very weak...wanting to text him...wanting to return to him. I keep doing a lot of "self talk" and remind myself that he is NOT the man I thought he was. I also try to tell myself that all I will give him is supply to his ego if I break the NC. I think part of me is feeling rejection because in the past he always hoovered...this time he has not contacted me at all. Do any of you have suggestions that helped you to stay strong? What is wrong with me that I even want to go back to him and his lies?
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