Help....
Help....
Tonight I really want to email my ex N back and tell him never to contact me again at work -- earlier this week he sent me a congratulatory email on my new job and used my pet name. I'm furious with him for pretending nothing happened, how much he hurt me, and that things can still be ok with us.
He's moved on to the OW and he's off with her and I'm left alone to deal with what he did to me. I feel so all alone right now. I realize now that the problem is with him but I've spent the past 2 months thinking it was about me, about everything he told me, that I did everything wrong and led him to the OW.
Does this really get better? I read the posts my some of the veterans and can see that it does. But the truth is I'm scared. I'm 36, just spent the past 5 years with this guy, and I really want to get married and have a family. I feel like he's messed me up and that I may never get that now.
I'm so angry that he could just replace me and pretend everything is ok. It's not.
BB, I want to be gentle with
Journey on...
Journey, I think you're right
Hi BB, I'm glad you can see
Journey on...
Journey, thank you. I know I
BB
J- I don't doubt that
Broken I have been in denial
I can totally relate to what
You're right -- why validate
I too have this problem...
No words need to be spoken
SILENCE IS GOLDEN GOLDEN
Its gets better, I get pissed off too over the HOOVERING!
TW, I feel awful, I was so
You just lost round one..
I know, I still mad at myself
They win when you break NC!!
I think I should say at this
I thought that was what I was
BB
I think the worst part is I
So...imagine he is telling
D, you always know what to
Takes awhile to wrap your head around what they do
Thanks TW, I keep struggling
Totally can feel your pain, BB
Mustmoveon, you nailed so
BB the OW is irrelevant. You
I only gave him only 18 months, thank God! Cant Imagine 5 Yrs!
I think he's gone for good