WHAT HAPPENS?
WHAT HAPPENS?
So what happens when you have:
Worked the steps.
READ and watched everything and anything that I can access....
Posted on here, shared stories, offered support, challenged opinion. (I dare not post anything too personal as some people's black and white opinion add to my toxic self shame.)
Participated in therapy for 10 months...often up to three times a fortnight. (I am now being given the message that I really do just have to get over him.)
Enrolled in a course to try and keep my mind busy.
Contacted the Institute for Relationship Harm seeking assistance.
I am seriously not that much better...I am S L O W ! ! ! Also, perhaps the issue of NEVER knowing the feeling of love...prior to N...and also continuously trying, striving, working to be better, kinder, more caring, more understanding, smarter, less annoying so someone in the hope that someday they will be kind to you in return.....
What happens if you don't have the energy or the will or the desire to keep fighting.
What happens when you are sick of talking or thinking about all of this and you just know you are really not that significant in the big scheme of things.
There is honestly nothing I want for me out of this life.
I am here for my children because they need me. There is a big difference between the two!!
So is life really about enduring? Is that all there is?
you are not suffering in
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Well Dee...you know exactly
Bgirl! ur too sweet
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Long winded response
WOW! What an amazing
we can share nose tissue
bgirl, this thread really
Journey on...
Journey you are right about
That's the way! It's so nice
Journey on...
Hi Bgirl
ACgirl thank you :) You are
Hi b, welcome back I think
:-) Guilty as charged...I'd
relative judgements
Wished you all lived around
one place.........
Oh, no, honey, of course no!
I hope u r right
Bgirl..what about a one on
:-/
bgirl, Im sorry you're
BIG HUGS
Positive energies
Hi Bgirl, I am new to this