Incapable of making decisions
Incapable of making decisions
Does anyone else find it so hard to make simple decisions since leaving or being dumped by their Narc?
I realise that my decisions were always based on what the Narc thought was best or based on what was best for the relationship.
I feel like my ability to make simple decisions has totally dissapeared.
I am contemplating running away overseas at the moment. I feel like there is nothing left here for me. My Narc is involved in my career path and I can't even go to work without being reminded of the pain. But something is stopping me from booking that ticket....fear maybe of cutting all ties or fear of the unknown.
I have been contemplating leaving everything behind and starting fresh in a new country. I feel like this is running away, but the thought of hearing about my Narc and his successful life, and when he gets a new GF will push me over the edge. It feels like he has luck on his side and that karma never catches him. How is this possible?
I just wish I could have the courage to make a decision and move out of this misery. I feel stuck and like I can't move forward. All I have to do is book a ticket and leave. But I feel like why should I leave? This is my home, but staying here doesn't feel like a choice anymore.
Puzzle
Puzzle
I was just like this for
it does come back
just read your story
Thank you wiserwoman. I just
trying to work in chaos