Still think it's because I was twenty pounds overweight
Still think it's because I was twenty pounds overweight
I can't stop blaming myself for his behavior and his D and D. I was at the Gap today buying some jeans after dropping six sizes (yeah I was BIG after the birth of my last son) and those threeway mirrors showed that double chin and I thought "OMG - and I was ten pounds HEAVIER when I saw him in the Fall - he must have REALLY thought I was a chub!". So the self-blame started and I really, really do believe it. I believe that he could not get an attractive woman to sleep with him because of his legal issues and so he picked on the fat insecure one, like he'll screw anything kind of feeling, and I was the "anything". And that's why he left - must have found someone thinner. I felt suicidal today could not stop feeling it's all my fault. He told me I was soooooo beautiful but he must have been lying when I look in the mirror.
your weight is not who you are
Jaycee
your post and hers made me
Beam
jaycee
patiencegoal
Jaycee
LMFAO Jaycee
100,000 dollars a year
too fat
Helldweller
Fatness
Patiencegoal
victimnomore
mine was pretty fat
Weight issues
Nope not the weight!
Sigh of relief
Patiencegoal
Oy Michele...I need you! I
I would be honored...
thx
Hang in there...
appearance - Hope
Hope one more thought...
and by the way regarding flashy women and my narc
hurts me too like freaking hell
AYE DIOS MIO!!! LADIES!!! LADIES!!!! STOP!
I need you! Come over!
thank you Hope. The suicidal
Patience
I think I am beautiful
Do you have a therapist? You