Words of Wisdom Seriously Needed!!!
Words of Wisdom Seriously Needed!!!
Hey everyone!!!
I’m in desperate need for some words of wisdom! You guys are always good at snapping me back to reality!
I promised myself yesterday that I wouldn’t allow myself to beat me up- but I’m pretty much down on the floor and NOT moving… I know why and that too is my fault- I added the idiot to my fake FB account (whether or not I delete him right this second- won’t change what I saw) and that alone brought back HAPPY times- don’t even know how! At first I looked at his pics and tried to figure out why I looked at him twice? Then I woke up this morning, actually no, I COULDN’T even wake up this morning and I’m the type that I POP outta when on the first beep from my alarm Someone PUNCH me!!!
I know what I need to know and I know what I need to do, but I can’t seem to get up from the last punch that I STOOD and took!!! And on top of that I’m having GOOD thoughts of him!?!? And now I’m even thinking about his family? And maybe I did them wrong by deleting them all off facebook when I was close to them? The Dad especially… I feel like an f-ing idiot!!!
I’m pretty much mind raping myself and beating the hell out of myself… I hate being so analytical… on a positive note: I'm not tempted to contact him but if he said something I'd tell him how much i love and miss him (OMG! Did I really type that? Okay fine, I"m being Honest though) =(
guilty too
WhoKnew
facebook seems to be a
wacaet
Hmmmm i did something bad yesterday
Findingmeagain
See mines doesn't do these
Findingmeagain
ha ha
I put alot of shyt on there
The man you love is not real, that is his false self.
Gratefuljen
Here is some tough wisdom hun
Dudette