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Why do I do this?

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#1 Dec 7 - 9AM
beautifulmess
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Why do I do this?

I am trying to work on me and my addiction to him. Why do I forget so easily what he has done? In particular the "boyfriend" incident? I KNOW that he will fuck a goat, so why is it that I get the overwhelming, can't stop myself urge to contact him when I don't really want him, don't really love him, and certainly don't really want him back? I am so ANGRY (and jealous) that he has taken EVERYTHING I asked for and wanted, and is pretending it is HIS dream for the future. I know this is what psychopaths do, but it really pisses me off!

Dec 7 - 12PM
unbreakable
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Just keep repeating to

Dec 7 - 9PM (Reply to #13)
beautifulmess
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This is the first time I have

Dec 7 - 11AM
onwithmylife
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beautifulness

Dec 7 - 9PM (Reply to #11)
beautifulmess
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I have already asked my

Dec 7 - 10AM
Journey
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My take on this is that you

Journey on...

Dec 7 - 10AM
Done sourcing
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Give yourself a break. He is

Dec 7 - 10AM
NoMoreFreakBoy
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Those urges...

Dec 7 - 11AM (Reply to #5)
Not-this-time
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I am having those urges

Dec 7 - 11AM (Reply to #6)
spinning
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Outstanding work, n-t-t...

spinning

Dec 7 - 11AM (Reply to #7)
Not-this-time
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Beautifulmess and Spinning

Dec 7 - 9AM
Deidre99
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Anger is part of the process.

Dec 7 - 11AM (Reply to #2)
onwithmylife
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Deidre 99

Dec 7 - 12PM (Reply to #3)
Deidre99
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and how we know they're