Why do I care?
Why do I care?
The narc hated that I hadn't lost the baby weight 6 months after our baby was born.
We've been broken up for 5 months and I HAVE lost all the baby weight and toned up.
The narc has hoovered and wants to see me for a chat and to be friends.
A part of me wants him to see how I look now and how well I'm doing. Why why why do I want this? Why does a part of me still want validation from him?
He hasn't seen me in 5 months and I've lost about 10kg all up.
I'm 5 ft so this is a fair bit on my frame.
I kind of want to rub it in his face- see you never had faith on me so sucked in to you!
I guess the other part wants him to want me again, not that I would take him back. But then that's not love is it? If he didn't love me at my worst he sure doesn't deserve me at my best!
"The narc hated that I hadn't
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I totally understand where
Bumping up my own thread
little one
Thankyou moonshine. I just
Little one, I think
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I wanted him to WORSHIP me...