Where is the Karma?
Where is the Karma?
I am so angry today. My ex N brought me to my knees. He totally destroyed my life, took everything from me but I would not give in and let him have free access to my baby. He has a history of abusing women and children, I have the evidence in black and white from previous court orders and gut wrenching afidavits from his kids. He knew he could not go to court so he systematically destroyed me to make me give in, but I would not do it. Now I have no job. I was running my own business but he reduced me to a breakdown and I had to give it all up.
I worked in finance and I have today been rejected for another job that I applied for. I have not been able to say that I had to give up my business a year ago because an abusive fruitcake brought me to my knees.So I have to pretend that I gave up through choice to raise my baby. I am nearly 46 with a two year old and two other children to support. I have no money and I feel totally at a loss as to what to do. Can't set up on my own again as I need a regular income to pay my bills and child care for the little one.
In the meantime he runs a business that he bought with money scammed from me. His GF is also on the payroll. I live on benefits, in a scabby house in an area I hate.
He drives around in a flash car, whilst mine is on it's last legs. It was all I could afford after he got mine from me.
He's got his house and all our furniture.
He has not one qualification to his name. I am highly qualified and yet I have nothing. Employers look at me, 45 with a two year old and think I can get a younger version without kids or an older version with grown kids. All I want to do is get back to work and support my family.
I have tried so hard to keep going and be positive, waiting for fate to step in and give me a break.
I have spent my life doing the right thing while he has destroyed the lives of all his children and ex wives (3)
Where is the karma?
Why does an evil bastard like him have a successful life and I had it before I met him and I have lost it all?
Tonight I am so bloody angry!!
I completely understand your
support
Barbara