Jen thank you for thinking of me been in a tizzy for over a week
Jen, thank you for your concern and everyones thoughts, been in such a tizzy, I said i was going no contact the wednesday before thanksgiving. I was all set, and damn, he left her, moved out of her apt and moved home to his mommy. wow, i never thought it would happen, so of course, guess what, she calls me, tells me who she is, like i didnt know, and told me to tell his children she was having him arrested for beating her, yeah right, he had told me a week before that, he needed to get out because she was turning into some kind of crazed lunatic, and she was scaring him pretty bad, he had told me, she threatened if he left to ruin his life and take me and the kids with him. so creepy, she turned into glen close in fatal attraction, i was afraid id come home and she would be boiling my dog......lol. i said nothing to her, except listen, you have already destroyed my children, now you want to have their looser father arrested, go ahead, i could care less, do what you got to do, not my problem, and she called me a psycho and hung up. psycho, shes the one who called me. he brought this kook into my life and ill take them both out. but, i became numb, i dont even want him anymore, im so happy hes not with her, but im so numb that im not upset anymore, im finally at peace with the fact that he loves no one but himself, and never loved me or anyone else. funny thing is im starting accept she was an exit affair, and he used her to get out of here, he was too much of a coward to leave himself.. im ok love you all.........Jaycee
Jen, I hate wondering and caring for people but I won't change. I care. Shit, I worried abou you while I was laying in bed thinking "I hope he doesn't text Jen anymore so she can stop hurting." Jen, you are special! He had no right to trample on your big heart!
I really hate these MOFO's every time I see another woman sick to death. I hope they die honey.
Where is Jaycee? In her home trying to get strength I hope!!
I'm really angry because I have (empathy) I care for all the members on this board. I love all of you. We have never meet face to face but I care for all of you.
Briseis, despite the pain she endured she remains dignified and devotes herself to make sure she "takes us thru pain", answers us with conviction and truth. She cares!
Michelle, funny as hell, kind, sensitive yet tough as shit because she has been through tons of bullshit. She cares
ATG, taking a break (miss you) but so sweet and respectful always! When she's mad, its still a respectful post when I would curse like a sailor. She is a classy lady She cares!
Despy, funny! Funny! So smart and pretty. She is a great Mother who was attacked by this man, drug thru courts and whacked off a barstool? NOT RIGHT, she cares!
Sick of it, so hopeful to see good that she has resorted to Phychic cords?!! Wtf? She shouldn't feel so damaged by this man but she is :( She cares!
Lisa and Betty for all their work on making sure we get justice! Thank you! They care!
Mrs V, always the voice of reason and logic. So smart and still victimized by a "fucknut"? She cares!
Nancy M, from the start of her beautiful life she gets abused mentally? Then meets some asshole men at work? Not right! She is so strong that she took the men at work on and they were scared of her :). She posts the most beautiful poem I have ever read last night! She cares!
Everyone here is smart, sweet, kind and damaged at some point. It just makes me mad sometimes that these men can exist to break us apart!!
Sickandtiredofit is really trying to put this asshole behind her!
Onwithherlife is getting on with her life.
Fierfie is adorable and studying while co existing with a sicko who acts happy? He is not happy! She deserves better.
I don't want my anger in full swing so I will stop. All the new people, I care and hate that you have been F'ed over by a shell of a human. :(
Thanks for your kind words!!! I can sense your heart through the world of internet as well. I cannot believe that anyone would harm a woman like you, or any woman at all.
Dont worry, blueeyes, he will not contact me anytime soon. As much as I hate this psychic empath thing at the moment, the advantage of it is, that I can feel that he wont contact me anytime soon, he has devalued me completely in his mind, and has decided to not contact me anymore. He will do it again, when he he feels I am better again and there is some energy to get from me, or when he sense I am on the way to get over him completely.
Not before that, I know him to well now, I expect a text like:
....(blank text)
or
"hi"
or
"x?"
at highest in 6 weeks, or maybe even about 2 months. Enough time for me to recover from the raging, and enough time to cutt off the standby connection I have at the moment with him.
Another insightful post. I just need to know that you have bathed!
Thanks!
Your friend
Sick of it
PS Hey you with the blue eyes you makin fun of my psychic chord cutting? Dont make me get out my sword!
Lol..
How can I make fun??? Idk, what's involved? Lol.
I never checked it out.
Blueeyes is more of a realist type. I'm not making fun, I'm explaining that we are all reaching out and I hope that the others come back and join us. Swords or not. ;)
I get so worried when there is conflict on the board and people disappear. I wonder what happens to them? if they have anyone to talk to? I hate to think of them all alone in Narcville
Me too! I see why people get funny. Were on an emotional ride so emotions run high. I worry too. Everyone has a path to follow. I worried about you a few times. I'm angry so ill shut up cuz I may start talking about the N and he doesn't deserve it.
Jen thank you for thinking of me been in a tizzy for over a week
Jaycee
Jaycee
jaycee
Where is Jaycee
Blueeyes
He will text you again!!
Dang girl
;)
what happened to hookline?
SOI