When you suspect everyone is a narcissist :=(
When you suspect everyone is a narcissist :=(
I am doing well, considering.
I have no desire to talk to that jerk. No desire to call him. Feeling strong...and I'm finding my way back to my true self.
But, something creeped up on me today. ANGER. I am very angry right now. Angry at the choices I've made. Angry about letting yet another narc hurt me like this.
So...I have a few guy friends. One, I've known for years. He and I lost touch recently, and he resurrected last week. He reached out by email...I answered him back. Said I'd call him on my way home from work. So, I did this, and that was on Monday. Got his vm. I leave him a nice msg...we both agreed for the time I'd be calling.
Yesterday passes by, nothing. No text no message...wtf?
So, I texted him just now...''don't bother replying or reaching out to me anymore. I'm not playing games with someone who is supposed to be my friend.''
No reply.
Truth be told...he is a wonderful man. I doubt he's a narcissist. But, I find my guard is so high up...I suspect everyone of having a bad motive, or playing games. :=(
I'm so sad that I've allowed individuals into my life, who have tainted my thinking. I'm afraid of becoming jaded.
Can anyone relate? Is this part of the process?
Diedre,
I can relate. In the early
I know the feeling
kizzy
Thank you for your replies
I'm sorry about your
KG
Right on sista! :)
I had this for a while
dudette
Deirdre, I have been seeing
Veronrose
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Ideal
YES! I have felt that way as
Jaded