what gets to me the most...what really hurts....
what gets to me the most...what really hurts....
is how he made me into a villian...how this evil horrible bastard was somehow able to shift all his bullshit onto ME...and get so many people to believe it....including so many people who should have known better...and DID know better......
it's the way he smeared me....slandered me....that hurts the most of all.....
his exwife for instance....how even though he did horrible things to her long before i even knew he was alive....now somehow i am to blame for all of it....she didn't have one bad thing to say about him when he was laying there dying..but she sure found plenty bad to say about me.....
it's gone on for years....the psycho was instrumental in driving the final wedge between me and my brother....by somehow getting my brother to sympathize with HIM when he tried to murder me.......
the way he slandered me to clients...strangers...just anyone and everyone.....sometimes i would find out about it...and i'd just be so shocked.....
the first house we bought was owner financed...and because of endless screw ups with trying to move..i couldn't be there for the closing...so i gave him power of attorney to sign my name on the closing documents......
the seller lived in the same town as we did....and she always acted very strangely toward me..it was years before i found out why.....he had shown up to that closing...and announced to the seller that i was INSANE...had been locked up in mental institutions many times....and that he had complete power of attorney over me...and if i ever said he was abusing me....or that the business was mine...or anything like that...that i was to be ignored....because i was CRAZY...and he asked her to please report any 'insane behavior' on my part to her right away!!!....after that a lot of things started to come together....i had always felt like a lot of people in that little town acted strangely around me....the post office employees...some people how owned businesses around there....and when i said something about it, he told me, of course that i was CRAZY....now i wonder how many people he told i was crazy...dangerous...to be ignored or feared.....
i makes me sick...literally....to see how easy it was for him to do it...
some people told me......
I feel ya.........
smear