Was/is the N competitive with you?
Was/is the N competitive with you?
I had a bit of an "a-ha" moment the other day. I realize now that even though the N and I are post-D&D with no chance of ever getting back into an intimate relationship (I've made it clear, although he might still see me as a challenge to try again when he's bored/alone)-- he is extremely competitive with me. Not overtly so, but in hind-sight, nearly everything he does is tainted with this need to not be one-upped by me.
I'll keep it brief, but basically, he's in a new relationship, and I've been hanging out with someone as well. Not dating, but I really like this new guy and could see it turn into something more eventually. The N and I were friends on fb and he would stalk my page and see the interactions between me and this new guy and it was clear that we both have similar tastes, hobbies, sense of humor, etc. We fit really well together. On the other hand, judging by her FB page, his OW is the polar opposite of him and the type of person he's always claimed to despise. She's from a massively rich family, a perfectionist, kinda typical and dry, no sense of humor. Total opposite of the narc.
N would ask me "conversational" questions about the guy I was seeing (I knew that it was only to pry for information), but he would never EVER give any details about his relationship or her personality in return. The only thing he would mention is how rich her family is and how big her home is. Any specifics on her specifically were highly guarded secrets for some reason.
Here's where it gets weird:
Recently, we were having a conversation and I admitted that I had stopped seeing the new guy because I was going through a rough patch in life and needed to focus on myself and was not in the right condition to build a relationship at the moment. AS SOON as he realized my life picture wasn't as rosy as he had speculated it was, he let his guard down and let loose with his own woes. I mean, it was a firestorm. He went on and on about how uninteresting the new woman is, how her dad hates him, even called her names. He complained that his life was "dull and routine", "retarded and boring". He even said he sometimes wishes he were dead. He complained for 20 straight minutes. This, from a man who refused to open up about any details of his relationship with OW when he thought my life was just peachy.
Then, as soon as I made a mention that I still really liked this new guy and that we would both be open to pursuing something later on, he shut up. He sort of brushed off what he had just said with a, "Yea, I get frustrated with her sometimes but she's a great catch and I like her a lot"
Umm, what?!
Do any of you find that the N competes with you like this? Or maybe this wasn't him trying to compete, but hoovering?
I have many more examples of stuff like this but that's the most recent. It kinda opened my eyes yet again to their lies and exaggerations. Their life is mostly likely complete shit but if they think you are doing okay, they will NEVER let on.
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As well as his FAMILY
In a word, yes. I am dating
Yup
That is competition to the
Competitive to the most
Hell yes! In fact I loved the
Yes you have described the
Ah, I knew that would come
I see...no need to defend
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