The void
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Aug 22 - 1PM
The void
Well my 2 children have gone on holiday with my exnh for a week and I am alone and the emptiness and longing and aching is unbearable.
I know there is no hope. I see the emptiness of 14 years of marriage but part of me would have the denial back just to feel a sense of belonging again.
I know it's crazy he treated me abysmally but I clung to that perfect first year and truly believed he loved me and would never leave...same old same old
This too shall pass
But just at this moment I would give the world just to be in his arms believing I was safe
Sorry to be negative
It's a hard time with my children gone
Got through the day. The
Great work, Jel!
spinning
Bloody awful sleepless night.
Bloody awful sleepless night.
Bloody awful sleepless night.
The Emptiness
Never apologize for how you
Sorry it is so difficult &