venting

I cant express how thankful I am to have thsi group. Now that I know how much of a fool I've been and how people look at me. They don't understand how I thought someone loved me and we loved each other. They knew all along. They knew he didn't love me but I was too silly, naive it see it. How could I have been so detached. I feel so weak and worthless at times. No one respects me. People question my parenting abilities. I'm a wreck.