ugh...i feel some cd coming on...oh.no

so busy with studying for the boards and am freaking out...i test next week. so needless to say this fucking sewer rat keeps popping up in my head and i want to go look for him. help help help. i know this is not the real reason i want to see him. it's because of the pressure from this upcoming test that is causing me to run back to him.

he hasnt hoovered and when he did 2 weeks ago it was lame.

my therapist and i agree that more than likely he has another woman which is the reason he isn't creeping around anymore

why would he do this...cal the wrong number that was me. just a fluke accident.

i feel as though i am drowning...everyday is fucking nightmare. i want him to call or do anthing to get my attention

I need to get this out...sorry if you hate me or are offended i am just putting myself outhere in all honesty.

ttr