Off Topic: I moved, I'm finally done :)

The mod/admin team knew I was moving, I think I mentioned it here. But FINALLY, I got the moving truck and a lot of help and got myself, my furniture, and all my critters (except the llamas, they are coming this weekend) to our new place.

I am so in love with it. More land, better land for the critters. Lots more grass and weeds which are yummy to goats and my poultry. Better fencing, safer from predators . . . and a whole 30 minutes CLOSER to work than I was before. Lemme tell ya, that hour commute SUCKED.

I went from beautiful farm and horrid, meth addicted Narc threatening to kill me, to my little sister's spare bedroom and months of severe depression, to getting a job, borrowing gas money and money for uniforms, to paying people back, to renting a little dump where I could start getting my beloved animals back . . . to a BETTER place, more beloved farm than ever. My beloved daughter and grandson are here, as well as my daughter's GF (they are a couple, BTW, a new civil union so she is my beloved daughter-in-law), and here we all are, in two houses on the same land, surrounded by trees and critters . . . ahhhh.

Keep workin ladies. It does get better. Not over night, at all. The "dream" you had with your exNarc, the one that died . . . remember, the real Dreamer (YOU) never dies, and you can dream again. Not everyone dreams of farms and animals lol, but it was mine. Keep dreaming YOUR dreams, don't lose sight of them. A wonderful husband and family? Yes, a good dream. Don't strop dreaming. Don't stop healing, so that Dream of yours can come to you in all it's strength and goodness.

It will happen, and you will get there. I promise :)

It came to me in completely unexpected ways, so be on the look out for that, too :)