Too much thinking
Too much thinking
My head is doing allot of thinking and i guess i just need some reassurance.
My Ex N sent me some letters because i have blocked him form everything via the internet. i felt ready to open the package.
He has thanked me because he has taken my advice and seek help.
He has talked to family and done some research and come to the conclusion that he has codependency as there is a long line of his family members that have codependency.
He sent me his research in the letter and marked what he has and i agree with allot of it.
He has helped put some of my mind at ease as he has taken ownership for some of his actions.... but he is still on the trip of his own delusions.
I get the stupid feeling to unblock him from my emails just so i can hear from him, read it but not reply.
I know this is a stupid idea..... but its what i feel, yes because deep down i still love him and probably always will.
I guess i am just extremely grateful that he is seeking help,...... and this is a battle he needs to take by himself.
So i guess i should just take what i have and run.
Thank you all :)
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