Tired..

I'm tired. Tired of counting days, tired of counting hours, tired of wondering why he treated me the way he did. I don't want to be tired anymore. Every minute I stop thinking about the Narc or just narcissism period is a breath of fresh air to me. I have given him far too much of my energy and although I am at 10 days NC, I wish it were months already. I can't wait to put all this grief behind me. None of it was worth it. Not one second.

I don't hate him. I thank God for the smallest victories, I don't cry anymore at least not for him. I use to cry every day all day. I'm tired of crying too. I must admit this board has helped me get past the crying spells because I look at steps 4-6 and I see the bright side and the road ahead of me. They are survivors and I want to be one too.

The Path Forward...sounds good to me