A tiny step back
A tiny step back
As you will have saw by my previous posts i had been doing fairly well considering it was only a bit more than 3months since we seperated and the same NC i was a total mess to begin with and the past couple of weeks had been much easier and i was fairly pleased with myself and how i was dealing with what had happened until Sat evening when i got a txt from a number i didnt recognize.. Yeah it was my N he was in a place he had taken me and was thinking of me with a sad face at the end i didnt reply switched my phone off and to be honest it didnt have much effect on me til i woke up on Sunday morning to another to say not once while we were together had he lost respect for me and would have done anything for me and he was sorry i thought that way..another sad face..Are these people for fckn real??? Obviously this number is now also blocked but im not sure if this was a hoover or again trying to let me know that it was all my fault of course it would have to be as not once has he took responsibility for anything.. Im still coping ok but i admit it has been on my mind a lot more since the txts.. I hate this dysfunctional arsehole for what he did to me and i will not let this set me back anymore than it has already done... Sorry for the rant just no one else would understand.
Getting there just a tiny step back..
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A tiny step back
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