FOR THOSE WHO FEEL SHAME

This infuriates me to such a degree, as I read the victims on this forum who felt "shame" for doing things they NEVER would have imagined they were capable of doing or would ever contemplate doing. I wont go into detail the SICK sexual things he wanted me to engage in because of the content, but for those who experienced this behavior WE KNOW and we dont have to elaborate. I want to keep it relatively clean so as to not offend anyone.

Psychopaths CONDITION their victims to gradually over time to accept the toxic and abusive relationship. As soon as the victim complies with one perverse request, it becomes normative. After a short while, the psychopath will demand more indecent behavior from her, once again pretending that it stems from their great and special passion. Pretty soon, the victim finds herself complicit with his abnormal behavior, sometimes even addicted to it. Not surprisingly, this technique is often used by pimps to create loyalty and submission in the women and girls they ensnare into prostitution. What begins under the guise of romantic love and passion–something that most women yearn for–ends up being what it ALWAYS WAS in reality and in the psychopath’s evil design: a form of sexual slavery. I might add even partners who have refused to engage in the psychopath’s scams, lies or sexual perversion–are poisoned by the toxic relationship if they continue to stay with him.

When I was involved with this individual not only was I harming myself, but I was also apart of his lies and deceit and his cheating, something I am NOT proud of but was blinded by the illusion. I realize in MY personal encounter as I look back he was nothing but a pimp and I was one of his many victims he wanted to turn into his personal call girl. I see how he dosed and conditioned me to further and further accept what his evil plan was for me. Giving me doses of passionate sex, pretending I was the most beautiful woman on the planet, how much we had in common. He catered to my needs, and dreams all the while professing I had qualities and virtues he admired (which was all a LIE) yet at the same time he slowly tried to destroy it all too. It was as if he was telling me, I will make you feel like a million bucks and give you what you desire if you will give me something in return. They destroy you at the SAME TIME they make you feel like they love you.