Tempted to break NC....help...

I have been NC for few days? He text me from anonymous number yesterday saying something stupid. I was laughing bout it yesterday, but today I pissed over it. He in his narc vocabulary insulted me. I hate the real him. I want to tell him off. Tell him I know I was used again, that I think he planned to hurt me because I "hurt" him last year when I uncovered his lies. I want to have it out with him. Tell him I know he is a f ing liar and trailer trash. One of the girls he cheated on behind my back last year, I bummed into her at work. We don't talk. She is so disgusting n scary looking, opposite of me in every way, very troubled, she hates me. I wish I could talk to her n say get over yourself as we were both the OW to many of his others. Anyway, she just brought up some bad memories and it is almost year that I found him out. Please help. I need to get this shit out of my head. I want him to sit him down and read the list of lies and hurts he caused me. I want frigging revenge on him. I don't want him thinking I still want him. I want him to know I desire the fake him. I want to confront him and make him feel like shit, feel embarrassed, tell him I used him as an escape, not because I really loved him. If someone else came along n showed me attention like I like, I would not think twice about him. And I want him to know that. I want him to hurt, I don't want him to be happy with his ex, they r together kind of bc she had his baby, n he just found out he father. He has 8 plus alias names bc he owes money to IRS, dead beat dad, etc. he is a loser, and I want him to know I think that way of him. He dissed me too many times. Please any help will be great...I don't want to break NC