Tears of?

I burst out in tears today. I'm a mixed bag of emotions, and all I could do was cry. But, it seemed strange..where did this sudden burst of sobbing come from??
It was a little bit of sadness, hurt, anger...but also it seemed to be relief. Im sure my road to completely being healed from this experience won't be short, but I'm trying to shorten its duration as best as possible. It was strange, like an epiphany. I'm focused more on my healing, learning about my weaknesses and fixing ME. I'm grateful for the relationship with the bastard..I would never have been AWAKENED! I am FREE. Free from the PAIN, AGONY, MISERY and TORTURE that he brings to others....and truly feels deep within himself. I am so elated that I have this beautiful life to live. I have an opportunity to CHANGE ME and cherish my life experiences and healthy relationships. I am NOT a VICTIM, I am a CREATOR. ( today is a good day..now I'm praying that they all are..Lol)

Much Love,
Sparky
XO