Suffering at the moment

So I was at work listening to the radio on my headphones and the song "Set Fire to the Rain" came on... I don't know why I haven't ever listened to the lyrics but this time I did. And I started tearing up and broke down in the office. Maybe I just needed a good cry because I haven't since I blocked him on the 1st. Almost 2 weeks today.

This song is exactly what has happened to me. EXACTLY. I could've written every word.

I really hope I can make it through this pain and still be able to trust people on the other side.