Struggling today with this
Struggling today with this
So, when my N left me (this most recent time) for another woman about 4 weeks ago...he saw me the night before and was FINE. The next day he had a trivial reason (I think I didnt give him a good enough kiss goodnight and he was angry I did not spend the night with him) and the next day he was just DONE speaking to me. We were together 6 years, lived together (until last april when I told him to leave or marry me and he moved into his ex wifes house) I supported he and his kids...
My struggle is I was not even worth a good bye, an attmitance to someone else being what he wanted, or even just a simple 'I dont want to see you again'. NOTHING and after my week of pathetic phone calls (where I did call him a liar, cheat, piece of s*** that he is) he changed his number on ME, no concern of my life, the money he owes me, love (i know they dont love, but I am still at odds with this)
I am stuck on he and his OW, she is older, less attractive but has much $. He is charming the socks off of her. I feel so betrayed...my friends are helping, my therapist is good and my new job is great, but i feel like i cannot celebrate my victories in life. I just still cannot believe simply TELLING me he didnt want me and walking away wasnt an option even when I found out about her. Coward. He changed his number and email after a week of my sobbing, begging then later calling him a liar and cheat. I just want to stop having any concern for the two of them, she is pathetic cheater ( I know her ex husband) looking for thrills and he trashed my life to do me the same way. I hate them both and just want it out of my head.
cowgirl
It's what they all do. They
Mine didn't disappear. I wish
I feel petty for it, but I so
That's the thing to work on
I totally know what you are
I'll keep you in my prayers.
thank you, i blocked him from
After a while...whatever 'a
I am not sure why he isnt as
Ugh. They play the strangest
Oh thank you :) The words and
On that note...I am NOT
You are processing this like
Sorry Charlie
Soap
Love your avatar. Laugh
That photo looks like my Narc
Definitely a resemblance
Im sorry, Are you talking to
No, I just put up a post of
I saw the name Hunter and