Starting Day 1 of NC

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Starting Day 1 of NC

As the title states above

I have learnt that checking her FB and dating site and I even google her name, her daughter's name every day to see if anything or any new photos come up. Yesterday I spent the day crying when I saw that picture of her new partner.

I cant do that anymore. My heart is too broken. Its just it's sad because I am finally letting go in my head.

Im just afraid though because what if I go back to checking in a week or so? It feels like such an effort

I also sent off emails to ladies' sports teams. My mother keeps harpin' on about netball. Im sick telling her I have no interest in it. However, she emailed the netball head office behind my back lol and they emailed me saying to come along next monday, so I guess I am joining netball!

Do any of you ladies play a sport? Id love to know whats fun. I also am going back to football.

So its about me now. Glad I have this forum for support and tough love is what I needed :-)

Heartbroken78
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Thats it Trixy the good times
Heartbroken78
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It's very hard guys. I've
Dee30
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I'm glad you are closing that FB account
Heartbroken78
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And Dee I am so sorry to hear
talktothehand
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HB
Heartbroken78
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Thanks talktothehand :-) I am
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talk
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Used
boomer14
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no question is silly...
Dee30
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Contact=pain
NCLeigh
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I wish there
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HB
Heartbroken78
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Ladies thank you.... I really
Heartbroken78
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And i can definitely relate
Dee30
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You are not crazy
Heartbroken78
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Then can I ask, I dont
boomer14
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concentrate on you.....
Heartbroken78
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I'm sorry if my posts seem
boomer14
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Exactly...
Dee30
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She's gaslighting you
Heartbroken78
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It's because of the BPD
Dee30
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I have A BPD diagnosis too
Heartbroken78
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Yeah, it's the worst thing
Heartbroken78
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Thank you talk and I hope I
talktothehand
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I really thought
Heartbroken78
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I told her to slow down. She
Heartbroken78
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Can you believe it? I got
Dee30
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Good job on 1 day NC