Starting anew how do i do it?
Starting anew how do i do it?
So, I have written in several times. I feel as though I am moving on. He has tried to call but avoiding him has become easier. I have received a job offer in NYC for my old firm for a director of business development position. This is a big step in my career. I am accepting the position.
My dilemma is that I have been trying to date. The moment I meet a guy I think is nice, I will decide to take the relationship a step further, going on a few dates etc. Yet sexually I feel nothing. I am not sure what this is.
I feel the guys I am dating or accepting dates from are decent guys. Looks wise, they blow my ex away, personality they blow him away.
Me and my ex-Narc had great make up sex and that is usually all we had because he was always screwing up. I dont know how to date. I dont know how long to wait till I become intimate with someONE.
I am not over my ex-narc. I want to stand still with someone and I cannot seem to do it. Should I just take me time and date? I am not afraid of being alone by any means. I love being with my girlfriends and having fun!! I like being in a relationship with someone that can just be with me. I am not hard just lay with and be with. That "fake" part of my ex narc was what I wanted and loved to bad it was fake.
How do I handle the uninterest in sex and dating? I am afraid I have forgotten how to feel these things without the drama and chaos that existed in my life with my ex narc?
courtneyj
Courtneyj