One other thing that I am having trouble with is wanting to go out on top. Which I know is still playing the game. I found out he cheated a year ago, called him out on it and then blocked him without hearing his explaination.
I did get a "bullshit I never cheated" text before the block went through, I just said " I know that you did and I am done dealing with this".
But now I feel like he is probably thinking that I am crazy or that I am dumb or a drama starter. I dont want to go out that way.
I know that if I were to unblock him and text him something nice, or something off topic from him cheating he would respond all nice and have a conversation with me. Part of me wants to do that and then block him.
I dont know why I care so much but I dont want to block him with him thinking that I am crazy. I want him to think "wow rainbow cant get enough of me" then block him! I want to go out on top. What do you think?