Sick as hell! I hate hate hate him!!!!!!

Ugh! I'm literally sick! How can you completely rid yourself of everyone and everything dealing with N. Chris (N) is doing so well. Has a great job now has money now is a great dad to his son now....what???? Mutual friends are ever bragging about him in their fb statuses saying he's such a great person. Yucky! This has got to be the ultimate supply for him. Everyone's praising him and acknowledging his achievements and good deeds. I guess he's perfected his schemes and constructed a better mask. How the hell can they not see through this shit? Even some who know how bad he beat me are even saying how great he is. Have they forgotten? This is the crap that pisses me off!!! This is someone who is totally undeserving. I read these comments and I feel nauseous.

When will karma kick in? Shouldn't he be suffering? The thing that also bothers me is how great his life has been since me almost like I was the wrong one for him and now that it's over he's become successful. How come he can't just fuck up in front of the entire state so everyone can see what a fake wolf in sheep's clothing he is???

How can some one so vile, so sick, pretend to be so goos and receive praises by the masses? The same jerk who laughed when I cried, bragged about his physical abuse receive the gift of success? Just how and why is this happening? You cannot do wrong and expect good karma....you just can't!

Excuse me while I go barf!