Self Respect
#1
Feb 11 - 12PM
Self Respect
NC is so so hard..I am relying on self respect..I ignored his last text I d & d'd, I explained how I felt and I am trying to pull every ounce of self respect I have together to say no fucker is treating me like that !
Even with blocking etc there is always a way to contact N if you really want to, so I have got to figure out ways for not wanting to.
I am damn angry with myself today for letting him get away with it for so long..I know I d and d'd ..which may make is slightly better than having it done to you..but the anger etc is still there.
I know this is a messed up post brain v heart shit again...
I dont want to hate him
I lost myself too...I became
I too had a problem with this
Anger
and I would add
Take the "Fear Factor"
How long
I have had times in my