seeing him

Last night I was sent on a call to pick some soldiers up right off the edge of the post.
I pulled up gave them a call
I was stud by bright lights shining on me from my left
I looked and could tell it was another work van like mine
They sit there shining there lights in my eyes
Then pulled out and I seen him
It was the N
He was looking at me.
I turned my head but I felt him looking
When they got in the van I made sure I didnt go that way

Then when I got down town
My friend ask me what number van he drove
I said 64
She said he came thru here twice
I wonder who he was
She said I think he is looking for you

I said maybe not me

He just broke from taking his new woman on vacation
I know he dont work down town
Hell he dont work unless he is broke
But I do think he wanted me to see him
It want be the first time he started popping up where im at
Stalking me.
Nope this time I want fold
I been doing alot of thinking
And I know im better then him
He was lucky to have me.
I did alot for him
I helped him in so many ways and everytime I needed him the most
He was never there.
I will just be glad when the day comes He doesn't cross my mind
Im the type of person who has to fix people
Empathy. A big issue I have
And as bad as I hate to say this he is someone else's problem now.
I dont wish that on anyone but I dont want to ever go thu that again.