Reflecting a year later

A year ago I met the man who I thought was a great guy but turned out to be a pathetic loser who treated me like dirt didn't respect me etc,etc. I thought I'd share one tidbit of info I never shared until now ( because it was so disgusting) and so repulsive...... After we had broken up it had been a month and I got a message on from on skype saying hey Lindsay I know we broke up but my girlfriend and I super horny and was wondering if you would like to come over and get involved in a threesome with us? I was so disgusted logged off and got rid of my skype account. I didn't want to share that story because I was so disgusted but now that I am reflecting back I feel it is necessary now know I am far,far,far from healed I have a long,long ways to go. I still have a hard time trusting anyone and there is still a part of me that is still emotionally bruised and I am thankful that is this forum exists. I have no plans on contacting him and I have no plans on ever,ever getting back with him ever,ever again but I just keep swimming and swimming and yes I do have sad days where I just want to cry not because he is gone because what he did to me and how can someone ever treat someone like dirt and cheat on them and toss their feelings aside like it was nothing yes that is what narcs do but I just hope one day karma hits him square in the face and feels the pain I felt. Sorry for rambling..... Today is kinda hard for me.