REASONS YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE
REASONS YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE
I received this email this morning from the xn I havent had contact with since Friday. His last words to me were ' fuck off ' so i did. I stopped all contact. I blocked him everywhere, but unfortunately I cant block his emails. He came by yesterday to get some his belongings but i didnt open my door..i wasnt ready to listen to his bullshit. So received this this morning:
You're gobby
You're lazy
You're a hypocrite
You contradict yourself
You have a very bad memory
You're stupid
You're cynical
You're controlling
You're demanding
You're deluded
You have no endearing qualities
If you believe I am wrong see above
Goodbye
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I wasnt gobby.. i had an opinion, which most of the time either he didnt listen to or he never agreed with.. but it was MY opinion.
I wasnt a hypocrit.. he just didnt listen and take in nor understand what i was saying.
I wasnt controlling. I didnt tell him what to wear. I didnt tell him how much to drink of a day. I didnt tell him how to wear his hair. I didnt tell him what clothes to wear.
I was demanding.. of his attention that he lacked giving me. He always had better things to do..ie.. looking at other women while with me. Sitting next to me with his head stuck in his ipad or iphone..ignoring what i was talking about.
Damn right deluded.. deluded in thinking what we once had was real.. too fucking right I was deluded!!
I have plenty of endearing qualities. I have the ability to love..to feel..to miss someone..to support someone when needed. I have the ability to be there when someone needs me..I know what its like to feel dead inside when im dropped for no reason.
How up your own arse can you get?!
Thank you for your replies..
be prepared
this is ridiculous
hmmm....
He doesn't know it but he
Textbook devalue, Emma...
spinning
First of all, NEVER feel like
Emma
Projection.
One Word
Emma