Re- Traumatizing the Victim
Re- Traumatizing the Victim
By Ann Jennings, Ph.D.
(This article is an excerpt from â€œOn Being Invisible in the Mental Health System,â€ which appeared in the Journal of Mental Health Administration, Fall 1994.
Editorâ€™s note: Stigma can take many forms. When diagnosis and treatment themselves are stigmatizing, the consequences are devastating. In the case of Ann Jenningsâ€™ daughter, the outcome was tragic.
[while this is about childhood sexual abuse - it can be easily extrapolated into the inappropriate treatment of Narcissist victims. If your therapist, family or friends are RETRAUMATIZING and JUDGING YOU - find a new therapist and go NO CONTACT with family & friends until you feel strong enough - which may be years. Take care of YOU.]
My daughter Anna was a victim of early childhood sexual trauma. She was never able to find treatment in the mental health system. From the age of 13 to her recent death at the age of 32, she was viewed and treated by that system as â€œseverely and chronically mentally ill.â€ A review of 17 years of mental health records reveals her described in terms of diagnoses, medications, â€œsymptoms,â€ behaviors, and treatment approaches. She was consistently termed â€œnon-compliantâ€ or â€œtreatment resistant.â€ Although it was initially recorded, her childhood history was dropped from her later records. Her own insights into her condition were not noted.
When she was 22, Anna was re-evaluated after a suicide attempt. For a brief period, she was rediagnosed as suffering from acute depression and a form of post-traumatic stress disorder. This was the only time in her mental health career that Anna agreed with her diagnosis. She understood herself, not as a person with a â€œbrain disease,â€ but as a person who was profoundly hurt and traumatized by the â€œawful thingsâ€ that had happened to her, including sexual torture by a male babysitter.
For nearly 12 years, Anna was institutionalized in psychiatric hospitals. When in the community, she rotated in and out of acute psychiatric wards, psychiatric emergency rooms, crisis residential programs, and locked mental facilities. Principal diagnoses found in her charts included: borderline personality with paranoid and schizotypal features, paranoia, undersocialized, conduct disorder aggressive type, and various types of schizophrenia including paranoid, undifferentiated, hebephrenic, and residual. Paranoid schizophrenia was her most prominent diagnosis. Symptoms of anorexia, bulimia, and obsessive compulsive personality were also recorded. Treatments included family therapy, vitamin and nutritional therapy, insulin and electroconvulsive â€œtherapy,â€ psychotherapy, behavioral therapy, art, music and dance therapies, psycho-social rehabilitation, intensive case management, group therapy, and every conceivable psycho-pharmaceutical approach to treatment including Clozaril. Ninety-five percent of the treatment approach to her was the use of psychotropic drugs. Though early on there were references to dissociation, her records contain no information about or attempts to elicit the existence of a history of early childhood trauma.
Anna was 22 when she learned, through conversation with other patients who had also been sexually assaulted as children, that she wasnâ€™t â€œthe only one in the world.â€ It was then that she was first able to describe to me the details of her abuse. This time, with awareness gained over the years, I was able to hear her.
Events finally became understandable. Sexual torture and betrayal explained her constant screaming as a toddler, her improvement in nursery school, and the re-emergence of her disturbance at puberty. They explained the tears in her paintings, the content of her â€œdelusions,â€ her image of herself as shameful, her self-destructiveness, her involvement in prostitution and sadistic relationships, her perception of the world as deliberately hurtful, her isolation, and her profound lack of trust. I thought with relief and with hope that now we knew why treatment had not helped. Here at last was a way to understand and help her heal.
The reaction of the mental health system was to ignore this information. When I or Anna would attempt to raise the subject, a look would come into the professionalsâ€™ eyes, as if shades were being drawn. If notes were being taken, the pencil would stop moving. We were pushing on a dead button. This remained the case until Anna took her life, 10 years and 15 mental hospitals later.
The tragedy of Annaâ€™s life is daily replicated in the lives of many individuals viewed as â€œchronically ill.â€ Their disclosures of sexual or other abuse are discredited or ignored. As during early childhood, they learn within the mental health system to keep silent.
A wall of silence isolates childhood sexual abuse from the consciousness of the public mental health system. No place exists within the systemâ€™s information management structures to receive this data from clients.
A biologically based understanding of the nature of â€œmental illnessâ€ has for years been the dominant paradigm. It has determined the appropriate research questions and methodologies, the theories taught in universities and applied in the field, the interventions, treatment approaches and programs used, and the outcomes seen to indicate success.
The mental health system viewed Anna and her â€œillnessâ€ solely through the lens of biological psychiatry. The source of her pain, early childhood sexual abuse trauma, was an anomalyâ€”a contradiction to the paradigm, and so could not be seen.
As a result of this paradigmatic â€œblindness,â€ conventionally accepted psychiatric practices and institutional environments repeatedly retraumatized Anna, re-enacting and exacerbating the pain and sequelae of her childhood experience. The table following this article illustrates that retraumatization.
The effect of institutional retraumatization was to leave Anna â€œin a condition that fulfilled the prophecy of her pathology.â€ (S. Stefan, unpublished manuscript, â€œThe Protection Racket: violence against women,â€ University of Miami, 1993). This was especially true in the use of psychotropic medication. Survivors of trauma tell us the capacity to think and to feel fully is essential for recovery. Psychotropic drugs continually robbed Anna of these capacities.
Medication can be helpful if used cautiously, with the patientâ€™s full understanding and consent. But without knowledge of which medications can alleviate symptoms and facilitate recovery from trauma, medications can cause incalculable damage. For Anna, psycho-pharmaceutical treatment was a metaphor for her original trauma. As sexual assault had violated physical and psychological boundaries of self, forced neuroleptic drugs intruded past her boundaries, invading, altering, and disabling her mind, body, and emotions. She once said to me, â€œI donâ€™t have a safe place inside myself.â€
Although the established paradigm may help alleviate the suffering of those whose mental illness is strictly genetic or biological, it is failing for a significant group whose histories contain sexual and/or physical trauma. This group may be as high as 50 to 70 percent of women hospitalized for psychiatric reasons, according to J. Briere and M. Runtz in New Directions for Mental Health Services, 1991). But a new paradigm, based on trauma, is emerging.
Paradigm shifts are always initially resisted. They disrupt the status quo, create tension and uncertainty, and involve more work. Resistance to a sexual abuse trauma paradigm has existed for over 130 years, during which the etiological role of childhood sexual violation in mental illness has been alternately discovered and denied. Each exposure was met by the scientific community with distaste, rejection, or discredit. Each revelation was countered with arguments that blamed the victims and protected the perpetrators. Today, despite countless instances of documented abuse, this tradition of denial and victim-blame continues to thrive.
Psychiatrist Roland Summit refers to this denial as â€œnescience,â€ in Psychiatric Clinics of North America (1989). He proposes that â€œin our historic failure to grasp the importance of sexual abuse and our reluctance to embrace it now, we might acknowledge that we are not naively innocent. We seem to be willfully ignorant, â€œnescient.â€
An Emerging Paradigm
The cost of such nescience is high in material as well as human terms. Annaâ€™s hospitalizations alone totaled $2,718,720. But now, multiple and divergent forces are confronting nescience with truth. These forces include:
* the victims themselves, speaking out for the first time
* a growing body of research based on a trauma paradigm
* political support for this paradigm as legislation turns its attention to womenâ€™s issues
* new therapeutic approaches to sexual trauma
* formation of new professional associations based on the experience of trauma
* legal attention to the treatment of women in psychiatric institutions
* the advent of health care reform, which seeks to find more cost-effective, less restrictive treatment
Although the forces of truth will continue to meet resistance, they appear to be forming a powerful movement that will help to protect children from adult violation and will promote acceptance of a trauma-based paradigm recognizing the pain of individuals like my daughter, and offering them what Roland Summit calls â€œthe radical prospect of recovery.â€