Possible Breakthrough...

I think I had a breakthrough today. At first I just thought it was a stupid dream. I'm working night shift, and sleeping during the day, so everything's kind of surreal, anyway. But I woke up crying. I'd dreamed about the Narc and my dad, and went through all the myriad types of abuse they both inflicted on me, and the breakthrough is that they both made me feel exactly the same way! Both of them, for years and years. Very different relationships and circumstances, but the way they made me feel special and loved above all others, while in the background were lying to me and abusing me, is simply astounding! No wonder I'm so messed up inside. It's been non-stop CD for almost my entire life.

I have this site, and one-on-ones with Goldie, and her Support Group, to thank for the coming-to-consciousness that I have experienced over the last 8 months.

Thank you! :)