A Personal Question...

I want to thank my lucky stars that I found this site! Yes, I knew that something was wrong with this man and yes, I have the emotional battle scars to prove that. I kept going back and getting emotionally battered. And, no, I am not over it! I relapsed 2 weeks ago and the recovery starts AGAIN!

Our "intimate" relationship was focused on his pleasure alone. (Duh!) And, although I am not a prude, there was some form of disrespect or humiliation involved in our sexual encounters which I subjected myself to in order to please him or to "keep the peace". However, I was then a "whore" and not to be a lady to be respected. I could never get it right!!!!

Did anyone else have this experience?