The Path Forward Book

Just purchased The Path Forward...I cant wait to get started on it. I am thankful for this site because it gives me answers to the madness I have dealt with in the past and Thank you to all the wonderful woman with their advice that has helped me pick up the peices of me that was left for dead. Glad to say I am still NC and going strong with absolutely no urge to contact him at ALL! I have shifted the focus towards Me and not him and trying to accept him for who he really is. I know that will take alot more work and further down the road in the healing process but I know one day I will be able to.

This time around I noticed alot of anger towards him rather than sadness. Actually more so than when he left me for the OW which is really weird. Im just pissed off..at him, at myself for letting this happen time and time again. The last time was so bad it took everything I had in me to get back up and dust myself off from the tornado of a mess he left me in. I know in my heart walking away and ending things with his pathetic hoovers that I fell for so easily is the best for me and my well being. I know now that the only way to do this is absolutely NC. Im hoping he never comes back, but I know all too well that someday he might and it is up to me to NOT let that happen.