ok wat is wrong with me?
ok wat is wrong with me?
alright.... i have been trying to have nc for 6 months now.... i broke up wit her in may.... had very no contact for 4 months... i ignored text messages, phone calls etc... one day i recieved a text message that lead to going to dinner , sex.. driving her to airport , picking her up after her trip,... relized what i was getting myself into, back off, and stopped ... she came to my job one day wondering why i wasnt answering her calls, emails etc... i told her i was at work and that her coming to my job is unacceptable, i followed up with an email stateing that coming to my job was unacceptable and i will not tolerate it ... i said it was clear i didnt want to talk to her... she responded with an email which i ignored.... i started nc agin and one day last week decided to peek at her fb page.... big mistake!!!!! found out she is seeing someone, so i peeked at the their fb, big mistake!!! now im doubting myself, judgeing myself and feel like im not moving forward at all!!!! i feel horrible... why do i do this to myself.... wats wrong with me... please someone help me open my eyes, wth its so simple NC... no peeking ... why do i do it, help me stop.... i feel like im constatnly moving one step forward and 10 steps back.... any suggestions as to why i do this?? am i the crazy one??
fb messes with nc
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C4T, only you can answer this
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SOOO TRUE....
Great work C4T! This is what I
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