NYE blahs
NYE blahs
I was doing very well...since my xmas eve night out at two parties...but now NYE is coming up...and I have only one invite to which i dont feel like going.
Friends that were off all week who I tried to contact (who had the xmas eve party) and who said stop on over we are both off all week... well no reply until tonite with a 'we were running around all week' and we were invited to four NYE parties but not sure what I feel like doing (this coming from the wife) who does everything in her power to control what the hubby does and who he sees.
sigh. so that option is out. and a tad disappointed that they never contacted me the whole week that I was off. They know I am disabled and stay home all week.... I know it is the wifey and not my friend...just sux.
I had fun there xmas eve like the good old days...but now I find myself thinking of XN a bit.
my mom went to a nearby town with her bf today where XN lives..so maybe that stirred up some memories.
i know this time last year XN D&D me and on NYE I got a happy NY text...it was a very painful time for me.
i am more blah..than sad I guess looking for understanding from friends when none is to be had.
Overall on a scale of 1-10 on thinking about XN it is a 2 ..very very low these days. somedays not at all.
Destiny, I don't know if it
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