Not in good shape here ;-(
Not in good shape here ;-(
I've been in very rough shape from last night onwards and all of the people whom I usually call aren't home to talk to. I cannot help obsessing here about missing being on the boat with the N, even when I'm walking, gardening, writing, eating, ..... It's driving me to the wall here! I feel like I'm regressing big time! The thoughts are like: if only I hadn't bought a house, he wouldn't have felt insecure; if only I had played along with the sexual stuff, we'd still be together; if only I'd been more tolerant of his canceling our plans for his children....
I've even called him, but no answer and that's driven me even more nuts and obsessed here! Of course, I picture him having so much fun right now and laughing and here I am a walking pity-party! I have a couple of things to do tomorrow at my church and with the theatre that I volunteer at in the evening, but I find myself even missing really mundane things like watching him read the news on his laptop! WTF?
The "if onlys", in my case,
A Great Big Canadian Thank-You!
chickadee999
We had a boat together too!
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Mine doesn't have a boat but
Maybe we should all just
Thats a great idea! haha
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
ugh....
If only's
If only..chickadee
chickadee
chickadee
How do you access the chat
Hopefuljms
i'd like to know that too.
almostlydia
chat room?
Chat room