Is this normal?
Is this normal?
Hey Guys.
Just a quick question, I seem to be up and down. Im the one who ended it as I couldnt take it anymore. It was starting to break me down. It was effecting me in my day to day.
Now that I have officially said..ITS OVER, sometimes I feel so relieved and excited to start over. Then in the same hour, I feel shitty and not sure if I did the right thing. Then I feel mad, and want to hurt him. But deep down I know this is the right thing to do.
I also fear of what he said to me..he said..."you will never have what we had with someone else...neither will I, we will never find that again".
Yes we had 90% or I had 90% CONFUSION AND OMG MOMENTS. But the 10% good for me seemed to be really good, which was 100% to him. (jackoff) anyway, Im scared that he could be right(I guess thats what he wants..right?) Im not looking for a new realtionship...but he made me nervous that I will never find it again...I mean the pathetic 10%. The jokes, the comfort, the affection...
But then I think Im only 32 with 2 beautiful children, so I have lots of time...
This is just me getting this off my chest, today Im full of hate, yesterday I was full of sadness, but Im going out with my kids today to enjoy the day and start my much needed recovery. Thanks for listening!
So true!
Moods
crazy-MAKING!
We deserve better than 10%
whatever
Whoops!
nooooo
Your feelings are normal
Hi Quietude
rose-marie