None NC checking back in...

Oh my. I was watching this silly abuse movie and they said it takes 7 times to be FREE? How could I from Christmas Eve (last post) to Christmas Day (he says all the right things) believing his lies to February 20, 2012 my birthday today?

How could he go from "I am wrong" to today?

My birthday present? I got a call at work to meet someone to coordinate a car delivery (he is in the freight and logistics business) which involved me driving someone I did not know to Decatur, Georgia but I "get to keep the $100.00". Happy Birthday.

He is in Florida. I am in Georgia. Probation won't let him come back up here (thank you God) because of the court battles (why did I go back?). I have had enough time now (thank you Probation Officer) to start seeing (no trauma bonding) how the rest of the world and I used to live.

Oh!

It's about today.

I am working away happy that so many Facebook friends around the country are remembering it is my birthday. Then, I text Mr N to ask when the car will be picked up? I have not received any information about it. The next thing I know is I get this call...

"Your phone has not been working all week." (He says this because unless I *answer* immediately he freaks out.) "The driver has been attempting to call you. I know I gave him the right number. Now. *Get your ass in the car and get over there now!*"

Uhm...

"Get your ass in the car"...

It's like in neon lights.

Who talks to me this way?

NO ONE.

I work out the car dealio. Then, I call him to tell him he has a "mulligan" (golf term) so I can see what was going on in his head?

Oh. His day was so bad. Blah blah blah blah blah. I ask him if he thinks that saying what he did to me was proper? (He apologized but I am supposed to *get over it* when he says so)...

He then tells me "I am only dishing out what you give me".

Huh?

Back to Mr Sweetheart again?

He has been pressuring me to marry him and move on his boat in six months?

He is not allowed to stalk me. I am allowed the right to not answer his calls.

He is sick. He is not going to change.

His ex-girlfriend told me tonight he used to say the EXACT same thing to her. "I am only dishing out what you gave to me."

He lives on a broken down boat with a huge pot belly and he can't control me mentally any longer.

Day 1. I told him that quitting him was like quitting smoking in an email tonight. BTW. He was physically violent (destroyed property, kidnapped me, bit me on face) and we were supposed to be in the "counseling" period.

Running now. Running from him like I did from nicotine on December 28.

Missed you guys.

Kitty