Nightmares
Nightmares
Ick.
I had to return his stuff yesterday. He tried some pity party stuff and thought we should stop "missing each other".
Which I snuffed. He kept me up for 20 hrs (after I worked 11 days straight, told me I looked tired and I told him I was and then sends me an email next day saying it was the tiredest he has ever seen me and to get some rest....
When I told him he didn't respect my important job (911 operator) and my swing shifts and NEED to be rested and my tiredness, he told me I could have "Slept in the movie".
Every other guy/friend/family member has wanted to take me home when they saw me yawninga and get me tucked in.
That being said, he has entered my psyche and I don't like it..
I have nightmares of him barging into my house, I am folding his laundry, and he wants to talk about us.
I had a nightmare that I got fired from work, because I was tired and not performing up to par and he was IN that meeting with my bosses too. It was weird..it was like his strange avatar from facebook was there and I couldn't talk loud to say that he was the cause of me being so tired.
Is this normal??
Bleah.
nightmares
traumamamma
Normal
Yes, I'd say it's normal. I
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Nightmares
The movie
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.' --Mary Anne Radmache