This is a nightmare
This is a nightmare
To face somebody three to four times a week, who so cold heartedly D&Dd me 7 weeks ago on the phone and then hung up on me, is eating me up inside.
He just continues to turn the screws and I can't avoid it.
For two people to be in a relationship for 12 years to now be in a room together and pretend that all is well in their lives and never even discuss what happened is so unhealthy.
Now when I go into his work he is over the top laughing with his coworkers who prior he never really talked to. Further more I don't think I've ever even heard him laugh out loud in the whole time I've known him. I am literally invisible,completely ignored. Like I never entered the room.
Meanwhile I pretend to be unaffected and I just talk to the other guy that works with him.
I really don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel like I'm still being devalued and hated by him, and I really just want to call a truce.
I'm not indifferent at this time. I hate him. Somethings gotta give. I fantasize about beating the crap out of him.
I think about you ladies and I'm trying to take one for the team but I'm a normal person and to pretend like I am fine isn't normal and honestly seems really unheathy and I'm pretty sure I'm not fooling anyone.
That being said I know I can't crack because if I say one word about it as sure as the sun rises in the East, he will annihilate me.
He is so f--king evil.
Why can't he just go on like me and be civil, after all he's the asshat that duped me. The way he is treating me now you would think it was the other way around.
I feel like I just can't win and it is so unfair.
I guess I'm just having a pity party.
I don't know what to do.
Thanks everyone
I know how hard this in
You are not having a pity party...
He is a sick pig! Know that
agreed! silence drives them crazy
Thanks, Hunter
Never say you are having a
Know what
my thoughts are so so with you