Needing support today
Needing support today
Hello Friends!
I am just having a really, really bad day today! Actually, it started yesterday. I am Day 38 or 39 NC.
Every day of NC reminds me that there is no more turning back, that this is THE END. It still hurts though. I actually cried last night and today.
I think it's frustrating too because some days you feel really good and there are days like today, you just feel like you can't get over the hurt.
I told my therapist yesterday, the last half of 2012 was spent on extracting myself from the situation, just trying to survive and maintain NC. Now, I think I am at the emotional withdrawal phase. I don't want him back but I am really, truly mourning the demise of that dream, of the man I thought he was, and the losing of myself. I am also crying on how I allowed myself to put up with so much abuse and despite it all, he is still able to affect me like this.
'Just wanting to vent and get it out there! Thank you for reading!
Not this time
Alibi_10, I like what you
You have to grieve I think...
Thank-you!
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It takes a bit longer
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I heard the same thing..
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It's a long road and
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I feel for you NTT, I'm where
Unbreakable, thank you for